This Numbness

And now the numbness settles in
No anger left to feel
A cold and dark and lonely place
I hope it isn't real

Nothing to pull me up again
No reason left to stand
I brought myself to this dark world
You see it wasn't planned

If I'd always known the darkness
I would have looked for light
It's hard when it comes all at once
A cold and endless night

You said it would be over soon
You weren't one to lie
Of course you never saw the days
When all I did was cry

I hid that part of me from you
For reasons all my own
Sometimes I sit and wonder if
You really should have known